Self Control Lyrics - Channel Zero

I had some news today 

I lose control in here 

My self control is coming down 

I've lost the world today 

I slightly fade away 

My self control is going down 

Ignorance feels the worst 

The bad stay, the good go first 

All I observe is black for me without a smile 

My world falls apart 

Reality strikes and hits you real hard 

Sometimes reality is killing you without a sound 

I'm gonna breakdown my agony 

Mastering my self control 

So I'll breakdown my agony 

Searching for my self control 

I heard the news again 

I lose control in here 

My self control is coming down 

I've lost the world today 

Slightly fade away 

My self control is going down 

I need to hold on tight 

Mind struggling in my fight 

My mind struggles every night since you're gone 

I feel so helpless now 

I try to catch it somehow 

All you ever leave behind are memories to find 

Breakdown my agony 

Mastering my self control 

So I'll breakdown my agony 

Searching for my self control 

Inside my head it's kinda weird 

I try to follow you 

I feel the pain it's like a gain 

That keeps me going on 

I speak to you, communicate 

Ask for advice to know 

Maybe it's a crazy thought 

I know that I will walk alone