My Life Lyrics - Mixtape Messiah 4 - Chamillionaire

[Chamillionaire] 

My life 

My life, really feelin hard times 

Lookin out my window, holdin my weapon like Malcolm X and 

And it seems I'm over-stressin, feelin like hatin is your profession 

And I know a couple Texans that got killed for over-reppin 

So I never be oversteppin boundaries bounded to my weapon 

When they ask me how I'm doin, I just tell 'em "I'm doin super" 

I got a date with Destiny, allow me to introduce ya 

Her little sister Fate told me I'm gon' be the future 

And legacy's everything to a Martin Luther King Koopa 

This recession is so pathetic, got me feelin like I'm athletic 

And success tryna get away from me and I ain't tryna let it 

When they told that Pimp was gone, my reply was "I don't get it" 

And I'm still havin trouble believin it happened the way they said it 

Had to cut some partners off, swear to y'all it ain't my fault 

I've been grown since I was seven and I was born to be a boss 

But I know there's a bunch of haters tryna see me take a loss 

So I be sleepin with one eye open and put cameras in my vault 

I've been thinkin and gettin deep and they tryna tell I been preachin 

But I know that they can't see how much of the world that I be reachin 

So stop reachin, stop leachin, I'ma fade 'em out like bleach and 

In the spots where they can't get out to is the spots I visit frequent 

Europe to UK and Germany, travellin currently 

Made so much in millions that I could cash out in eternity 

Accustomed to hittin customs with that duffle full of currency 

When God created hustle, looked at the world and he inserted me... Koopa 

[Hook: Chamillionaire X4] 

I'm just livin my life, so cold 

In the streets so I'm takin it slow 

[Trae] 

Uh, yeah 

I'll tell you my story, I only speak the truth homie 

It a terrible situation, throwed on the curb within the hands of time 

But since I'm blistery breathing I guess a nigga livin fine 

I live a life that's filled with dramatistic people cryin 

And since the hood depend on me, they'll never lose a hand of mine (I gotcha) 

I'm paralysed when it come to the good times, I'm used to the pain 

Feelin like a bum under the bridge, I'm so used to the rain 

Anything I do is from the heart so it reflect my name 

Forgive me for my sins father, I feel like I'm goin insane 

Media criticising me for checking niggas, fuck it, oh well 

I just wasn't raised a little pussy disrespected nigga 

I'm tryna live on my own by the ways of a gangster 

So every time I leave out I pray so I'm prayin for a gangster 

It's bad enough the world we livin in all about money 

Since we runnin out I choose to believe it ain't nothin funny 

I've been stabbed in my back so much I deal with it 

I'm tryna kick it with my life before heaven come chill with it 

[Hook X4] 

[Slim Thug] 

Last year was a hard one but life goes on 

Thinkin bout my nigga Pimp while I write this song 

And the list goes on, all my niggas is gone 

I'm tired of hearin bad news, scared to pick up my phone 

Got a call, my nigga Eddy died from Acres home 

Just seen him at my video shoot, now that shit wrong 

Kelvo, Arborea, even my girl ShantZ 

I just heard word she got stabbed to death today 

Dear Lord, I pray that you take away the pain 

From their family and their friends, please help us change 

Still warm my niggas sleep dog, stessle and stank 

My girl Dee Dee, they got me pourin out my drank 

It's fucked up, all my friends is dead or in the pen 

Seem like soon as your life begin it's beginning to end 

I'm frustrated, but you gotta smile, your time is dated 

You never know when showin your love might be related, hah 

[Hook X4]