Alone In Waste Lyrics - Singles - Carrier Flux

what's trust in a (self)-driven world? 

what's worth when a skewed view is all I've held 

anchored here I plea for embrace 

alone I'm here, with none to give me my place 

they've said once and time again 

how life is in some master plan 

but dreams still speak of death 

and life still rots of yesterdays left 

cauterized - the part of me manned lust for life 

beheaded - the life inside once drove the man alive 

inside the faulting dusted hide 

beside lies the wretched face of what was my faith 

in man in truth in all sacred things but me 

and who am I ? a speck of fecal spirit fallen- death 

so here I voice a void of spending useless word 

and here I lie among? - alone - in waste 

torn from the hands of giving men 

the rest are born to take and waste our life 

the arch does break and fallen are we who dared 

to breach the shells of self-deceit and flee the call - subjective retreat 

this rhyme of living lies in hindered sight of dreaming right to 

living life as if it were real as if we minded 

integrity as if all that I showed were to be replaced 

with what I really was to be?