If Only Lyrics - Caroline Dare

It's 3am I can hear your voice through my bedroom walls 

Yeah my house may be pretty but see what goes down in the halls 

No my life isn't perfect and I'm trying to work all I can 

But some nights I'm tired that's something you don't understand 

If only you could see what's in my mind 

Then maybe you'll know why I'm never fine 

Can someone be proud of who I am and what I've become 

Cause I'm at that point where I'm worn out completely numb 

I truly and deeply am sorry for all that I've caused 

No I never reach up to your expectations I'm always wrong 

So sorry for not being that perfect pretty girl that you want 

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You never know where my thoughts are going this time 

Maybe cause you never took the time to realize 

But I still have demons and battles I'm trying to win 

So don't let me lose and be terrified of my own skin 

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