Decades Of Despair Lyrics - Singles - Carnal Forge

I'm drifting through life without any goals 

Blindfolded fool, in my heart there's a hole 

I've looked everywhere but I can't find the real me 

The righteous one, the one I always wanted to be 

In my dreams I'm all covered in blood 

Beaten to death, lying in the mud 

If I died tonight it would be such a relief 

My soul would finally be free 

To a blood-filled sky or down below, that's where I belong 

For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream 

Sleepless nights turn into years 

Decades of despair 

All hope is gone since years ago 

Almighty god bring me home 

Unconscious for the last time in my life 

I hate it! Time to lie down and die 

Let the darkness take me home 

A beautiful end of my totally wasted life 

To a blood-filled sky or down below, that's where I belong 

For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream 

Sleepless nights turn into years 

Decades of despair 

All hope is gone since years ago 

Almighty god bring me home