Some Things We Best Forget Lyrics - Singles - Captain Sparky

I've started to erase this last year. 

Replacing everything I came to fear. 

But my head's still trapped inside your sheets. 

More and more I think that I killed me. 

Growing up under florescent hallways, 

Brother lied under hospital tray, 

Now I call this place my second home, 

Some fears die - others grow. 

And I would take his hand and go to the river, 

Crisp ice on eyes just made me stronger, 

I'd do all his drugs to make it go away, 

I still drink. I drink it all away. 

Sitting in parking lots, watching stars rise, 

Sitting in parking lots, I'll never feel right, 

Riding my bike until my face feels numb, 

I can't remember the last time these hands were mine, 

I fucking hate everything I've become. 

Maybe I'm older, but I'm not wiser, 

I still feel just as blinded. 

And I drove your car alone myself that night, 

The heat didn't work - skidded over black ice, 

And you walked me home, stumble drunk again, 

To a dream that you had that I didn't fit in. 

And I swear I tried as best as I could, 

To fix broken bridges and make better on good, 

I'd follow you, you know that's just me, 

It's not what I want but it's how I breath. 

Maybe I'm older, but I'm not wiser, 

I still feel just as blinded.