U Didn't Care Lyrics - Canibus

[Chorus] 

You.. didn't, care about me 

And now this is how it has to be 

I was lost, but now I am free 

I'm happy 'cause I found a family 

[Verse 1] 

Whattup Em', it's ya biggest fan 

It's not even necessary to introduce who I am 

by now, 'cause we're good friends 

Remember the letter I wrote, before Atlanta on Up In Smoke 

That's the day I was gonna cut ya throat 

I guess my watch was broke -- 'cause by the time I woke 

I seen my watch was twelve hours late and I missed the show 

But none the less I'm glad that I finally reached you 

Ever since the accident I've been dying to speak to you 

To tell you things have changed, and I'm a different man 

A different level of understanding, I'm a different Stan 

Things are a lot better, I promise I won't harrass you with any letters 

Saying shit like "We should be together" 

I meant start a group 

The industry's full of homosexuals Slim, but I don't wanna fuck you 

I got a new attitude, really, I ain't mad at you 

I just wanted you to recognize I got talent too 

[Chorus] 

[Verse 2] 

When I say talented, I don't mean battle kid 

I mean storytellin, kinda like how ya album is 

I been attendin counselin and takin medicine 

They did some tests on me at NIH in Maryland 

They showed me techniques to help me pressure 

whenever I remember that crazy night when I was being reckless 

Drivin with a deathwish, on the bridge and I crashed into a Lexus 

Right before I finished that last sentence 

I was listenin to Xzibit's album "Restless" 

The next thing I knew I was under water and breathless 

I was unconscious for a second, literally dying to go to heaven 

till some fellas came and pulled me from the wreckage 

They started CPR, then they called the paramedics 

In retrospect I probably shoulda used a gun to end it 

By the time the car sunk 

My pregnant girlfriend was still in the trunk 

and I was still feelin kinda drunk 

The ambulance came and they put me on the stretcher 

Hooked me up to the IV and checked my blood pressure 

One of them was so concerned that they wouldn't leave 

He hopped in the back of the ambulance and rolled up some weed 

My vision was blurry, I couldn't really see 

I just remember his voice talking to me 

In the emergency room, I needed surgery to get some glass removed 

and fifty stitches for my wounds 

[Chorus] 

[Verse 3] 

After a couple months of therapy, 

I figured I was as ready as I'd ever be - I wanted to be an emcee 

He took me to shows wit him, he let me flow wit him 

He let me write some rhymes and go on tour wit him 

I really believed in him, I decided to team wit him 

And now I'm overseas wit him, gettin cheese wit him 

And I'm emceein wit him, I'm havin the best time of my life 

And I'm writin the best rhymes of my life 

He introduces me to people as his lyrical equal 

Let me write a rhyme on his album and even produce a beat too 

He ain't see-through, I can't see him frontin 

He's not the type to call you, just because he needs somethin 

That's what I like about him, 

I wouldn't want to rock a mic without him 

He's got kahunas and he's not a coward 

Matta fact, I think he met you 

It was the day you came to his video shoot with DJ, Jimmy's nephew 

'Clef stepped to him and told him he should step to you 

That you was ghost writin for L, but that wasn't true 

You was lookin at him the same way I'm lookin at you 

Why can't we be friends Em', I don't want nothin from you 

You see there's a little bit of Stan in all of us 

Tell me where you think all of these record sales sparred from 

Talkin 'bout Britney and Christina Aguilera 

Nsync too, have you ever looked in a mirror? 

Your hair ain't really blonde, and ya eyes ain't blue 

So never diss me, 'cause when you diss me your dissin you.. 

See.. See what happens when you don't care 

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