I Love Pain Lyrics - Cancerslug

i knew you before we lived 

and our hearts were not ours to give 

its all that i have ever had 

she could see beyond the lies 

with her anime like eyes 

its all that i ever had 

what more can be said of me 

it was never meant to be 

its all that i have ever had 

so i will just take up my knife 

it makes everything alright 

its all that i have ever had 

if she should leave 

if she should die 

its not her that i despise 

its just all that i have ever had 

and if she is the first to go 

would that make a difference 

no 

its all that i have ever had 

come on baby take a ride with me 

i've gotta show you something that you have got to see 

and every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die 

there is Mr. death 

take him by the hand 

and lets walk across this cruel land 

you are standing in the sinking sand 

but i'll bring you flowers when you die 

you see i love pain 

love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain 

we can die beneath the trees 

in the cool October breeze 

its all i have ever had 

but if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all