I Hold On Lyrics - Cancerslug

i watched my mother die 

she never wanted me anyway 

and if a bastard i was born 

then i guess a bastard i will be 

and everything i've ever loved 

was taken away from me 

my girlfriend didn't want to get fat 

so she killed our baby man 

i'll be the candle 

if you'll be the flame 

i'll be the knife slitting your throat everyday 

and we'll always be together as long as i'm alive 

sometimes i stop and think i'm better off without 

Oh I hold on 

though my heart is stone 

and i hold on 

though my soul is gone - 

and everything that ever was 

and everything that could have been 

i've contemplated self destruction 

i've contemplated acts of rage 

but what does any action that brings you comfort 

in the night 

i can't be the one - i can't be the one 

when you die