Desperate Lyrics - Cam

I'm so desperate, I can't believe I've sinned against you 

Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) 

Your mercy is what I need 

Woke up this morning too depressed and shamed to leave my bed 

Can't stand to see my own reflection so I hang my head 

Feel like a disappointment like the scum of the earth 

I'm so hurt I know you see I can't cover my dirt 

My souls dying hearts weak and I can't even cry 

I'm sposed to run to you but WHY I'm such an evil guy 

The sun's shining but for me it's the darkest of days 

Try to pretend it never happened but the guilt remains 

I leave the house it feels like everybody knows I did it 

Feels like they reading my mind and know the sin I committed 

Through your blood I'm aquitted but my heart doesnt get it 

Oh God I'm desperate for Help cause I'm grieving your Spirit 

I couldn't sing in the sunday service, Lord I felt fake 

And when they started communion I just made an escape 

I'm in need of your grace 

Feels like you hid your face 

Lead me back to cross and show me my sins erased 

I'm waste deep in my pity 

Is Satan tryna trick me and tell me you won't forgive me 

Cause it's startin to get me 

Jesus help me quickly I hate wrong I've done 

I know we all fall but I feel like the only one 

Feels like I should be shunned 

Should I punish myself 

I know it's dumb cause by your death all my sin has been dealt 

But my sin is been felt 

I didn't want to do it 

But what I want to do I don't 

I swear I'm gonna to lose it 

Try to open my bible I need to read your pages 

I need you Lord but my guilt has got me feeling so faithless 

Help me see where your face is 

Take me back to the basics 

Help me find my joy in you and not people and places 

My sin is ever before me I turned my back on you 

Oh father break and restore me to bring me back to you 

Have mercy on me God according to your steady love 

Wipe away my transgression and wash me in your blood 

Create in me a clean heart renew a right spirit 

Don't take your Spirit away your Presence keep me near it 

I'm waiting patience on you Lord I know you hear my cry 

Restore your Joy in me 

For you alone I live and die 

It's you I Glorify cause you don't want my sacrifice 

You want me broken and contrite trusting in the Christ 

I confess to you my sin and you show me mercy 

I turn away from it demonstrating that you are worthy 

Over lust, over pride, over all sin 

Is my affection for Jesus is who died for all them 

I was lost now I'm found I was toss to the ground 

My sin weighed on me heavy but I am no longer bound 

As sure as Christ wears the crown 

I know that grace will abound 

And even when I feel lost I know in You I am found 

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