Change Lyrics - Testify - Caleb Johnson

Every day I move on a few steps further 

I think of you when I fall two steps behind 

I've come to face the truth that I never deserved ya 

I can't believe that a man could be so blind 

I never got that close before 

I was scared of all those feelings 

So I pushed you through the open door 

And blamed you for leaving 

And when I close my eyes 

It takes me back in time 

And I still see you walk away 

I made it so hard 

And pushed you too far 

And there's no one else to blame 

I wish I could change 

Yea yea yea I wish I could change 

I know I can be the hardest pill to swallow 

And leave a bitter taste in your mouth 

You were the sweetest path I ever followed 

And I am just a broken road that you went down 

I never got that close before 

I was scared of all those feelings 

So I pushed you through the open door 

And blamed you for leaving 

And when I close my eyes 

It takes me back in time 

And I still see you walk away 

I made it so hard 

And pushed you too far 

And there's no one else to blame 

I wish I could change 

Yea I know I got a lot to do 

But we all got things we gotta work through 

And it's about time I start walking on mine 

And when I close my eyes 

It takes me back in time 

And I still see you walk away 

Yea baby 

I made it so hard 

And pushed you too far 

And there's no one else to blame 

I wish I could change 

Yea baby 

I wish I could change 

I wish I could change