What The Moon Brings Lyrics - Cadaverous Condition

now you don't see me 

I have closed my eyes 

but now I am lost 

you closed your eyes 

despair dancing in my heart 

as I ran to escape my tears 

I, I am alone, there is no God where I am 

rise, the memories 

now, I'm far away 

feel, it's all so useless 

I, I blame life for all this 

I'm jealous, coming to grief 

sometimes I'm not afraid 

sometimes I wish you my pain 

and sometimes I hate 

and if I was a cat 

I would stare all the time 

with depth in my eyes 

right into your stars 

time flashes in your eyes 

something bigger than life