Damned If They Murder Me Lyrics - C-murder

[C-Murder] 

I be damned if I do, and damned if I don't 

Hail Mary, please help me, cause I know my foes won't 

rest -- until they see me surrounded by grief 

wear a wrief, and my grave reading rest in peace 

How can the whole world hate me and turn they back? 

Cause I'ma TRU motherfucker, any nigga know that 

I stand my ground, ain't trippin' on what turf you claim 

I put my faith in God's hands, it's a white man's land 

Straight from the wounds of my momma's belly 

to the streets, to the pen, I wish somebody'd tell me 

Cause I'm lost like a needle in the hay 

Before I lay, I pray, and steady searchin' for a better day 

And I'm guilty for the crime of telling the truth 

And my conviction is the blame for whatever you do 

And backpains from the world on my shoulder blades 

But I be damned if they send me to an early grave 

Chorus [C-Murder, (Ms. Peaches)] 

[C-Murder] 

I be damned if they murder me 

Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me 

I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul 

I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed 

I be damned if they murder me 

Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me 

I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul 

I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed 

[Ms. Peaches in background] 

Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it 

I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why, am I 

Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it 

I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why 

[Mac] 

Illegal business enters the streets, God is my witness 

I made a million niggas hit list, yet I'm alive 

To live and breathe, my life is a hole in four 

The mysteries of old are now told 

You reap what your soul, and I seen alot of guns unload 

Sometimes over gold, many over control 

But in the eyes of thier own kind, niggas are bold 

But in the hands of their enemy, fears unfold 

It's a cold world, only if your brain is froze 

So we murder our bros, over money and clothes 

And where I'm from, these niggas carry mad 44's 

But be in bitch mode, at any site of any popo's 

If you a soldier, then nigga play this game with soul 

Look get your mind right, and leave that bullshit to commodes 

Peep the words of God, with baggy clothes and fros 

Everything insist for a purpo', book closed 

[C-Murder] 

I be damned if they murder me 

Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me 

I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul 

I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed 

I be damned if they murder me 

Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me 

I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul 

I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed 

[Ms. Peaches in background] 

Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it 

I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why 

Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it 

I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why 

[Magic] 

They call us lost souls, 

but done so much wrong, done made so many niggas fold 

And fucked over so many hoes, screaming fuck my foes 

And I knew I was wrong 

But I been having a violent temper since the day I was born 

But it's that same determantion, 

that's got me up in the eyes of the whole nation 

I just hoping that they what I'm facin' 

For the drama that I caused in my past 

Living crazy, know I was heading nowhere fast 

My whole family pointed the finger thinking I couldn't succeed 

Cause I'm thuggin' on the corner man, smoking my weed 

Sellin' my yayo cause I had no other way, for making my pay 

Keepin' a decent fucking place for me to stay 

But still I'ma hustler, 

my every word is like bustin' at you motherfuckers 

And I won't stopped til I'm heard by the whole planet 

I keep it real, cause you fake niggas can't stand it 

And I be damned if they bury me.....