Famke Lyrics - Singles - Burnt By The Sun

I picked it up, I held it, I threw it away, I strayed 

By far, one of the dumbest things I've done to myself 

No embracement of the truth, it's gone 

Progress unwound, ideals shut down 

Pin it on me, take me away 

I'm guilty as charged, you can call out 

This is my forceful vice struggling to gain some life 

Sometimes when you live with something for so long 

You can't break it, can't put it down, can't walk away 

Beauty in my mind 

Defined by images shot into my mind 

Brain scan, observe the man I am 

Look at my hands, I'm trembling at the mistakes I live 

One day I'm awake, the next day I'm dead 

This is not real, this I know 

But it calls on me, how does this work? 

It's so fucking twisted, it takes me away 

It sweeps me off my feet, I know how this goes 

I've dealt with this before, day one, liquefy my life 

Take my insides out, hang them on a wall 

The beauty, self-security works itself into a hole 

But I can feel the cold from here and I know it's cold 

Blisters ravaged my life, the life that I claimed back 

Turned it around