Where Was I To Know Lyrics - Wishpool - Brother Cane

How many times have I said to myself 

This means nothing to me 

What doesn't kill only makes me stronger 

So comforting to believe 

But in these strange days I find 

That I'm a ghost in my own life 

Can you forgive these blood-stained hands 

And trust the scars have healed out of sight 

Where was I to know 

You were running out of reasons 

Afraid to just let go 

We were crashing into pieces 

But where was I, where was I to know 

And I'm so tired of feeling sick and tired 

Shattered to my very soul 

A dying light in a coal black sky 

I'm too young to feel so old 

With hungry voices, we stand in a circle 

Chalked upon the floor 

We're waiting for grace is it all in vain 

Or do we count the ways once more 

Where was I to know 

You were running out of reasons 

Afraid to just let go 

We were crashing into pieces 

But where was I to know 

I'm humbled by your patience 

In time the spirit grows 

Will bring me to your garden 

But where was I, where was I to know