I Think I'm Going Insane Lyrics - Brokencyde

im not addicted to drugs 

im addicted to being hurt 

it may seem berserk 

but none of these stress relievers work 

poppin' pill after pill 

trying to get my head straight 

trying to overpower the pain 

until the next day 

but it aint happening 

im an addict thats half asleep 

while the other half of me is 

trapped in a series of bad dreams 

my current position was trippin on shrooms and acid casts 

until my ass collapses suicide was the aftermath 

falling down 

erasing memories you gave to me 

im still alive and nothing you say 

can make me breathe 

so please take away the pain that hurts me 

i don't want to be alone and thirsty 

so many drugs to push the pain 

i have entrapped in me 

cause i don't wanna live my life 

inside this fantasy 

so please take away the pain that fills me 

i don't wont to be the one that kills me 

i cant take this pain 

cause im DYING 

i cant close my eyes 

cause im CRYING 

cause these pills 

have taken over my brain 

side effects causes pain 

i think im going insane 

(INSANE) 

i cant take this pain 

cause im DYING 

i cant close my eyes 

cause im CRYING 

cause these pills 

have taken over my brain 

side effects causes pain 

i think im going insane 

(INSANE) 

i guess im insane indeed 

cause no matter what the fuck i do 

you never seem happy 

adapting to stronger drugs 

larger quantities 

killing myself constantly 

my eyes start to bleed 

the feeling of being alive 

just isn't enough 

syringes i stuff with heroine 

im feeling the rush 

inside of my veins 

and my brains fried from feeling to much 

with drugs im willing to crush 

my chances of being in love 

falling down 

erasing memories you gave to me 

im still alive and nothing you say 

can make me breathe 

so please take away the pain that hurts me 

i don't want to be alone and thirsty 

so many drugs to push the pain 

i have entrapped in me 

cause i don't wanna live my life 

inside this fantasy 

so please take away the pain that fills me 

i don't wont to be the one that kills me 

i cant take this pain 

cause im DYING 

i cant close my eyes 

cause im CRYING 

cause these pills 

taken over my brain 

side effects causes pain 

i think im going insane 

(INSANE) 

i cant take this pain 

cause im DYING 

i cant close my eyes 

cause im CRYING 

cause these pills 

have taken over my brain 

side effects causes pain 

i think im going insane 

(INSANE) 

maybe because you made my that way 

turn me into a monster 

i would of never become 

creating thoughts of dying 

eventually severed my brain 

irritated my veins 

intoxicated my system 

it went on for days 

i had prayed for some wisdom 

i wanted your fuckin opinion 

so im making you listen 

listen to all the pain Ive been feeling recently 

killed myself 

and only now do you realize that 

you miss me 

falling down 

erasing memories you gave to me 

im still alive and nothing you say 

can make me breathe 

so please take away the pain that hurts me 

i don't want to be alone and thirsty 

so many drugs to push the pain 

i have entrapped in me 

cause i don't wanna live my life 

inside this fantasy 

so please take away the pain that fills me 

i don't wont to be the one that kills me 

i cant take this pain 

cause im DYING 

i cant close my eyes 

cause im CRYING 

cause these pills 

have taken over my brain 

side effects causes pain 

i think im going insane 

(INSANE) 

i cant take this pain 

cause im DYING 

i cant close my eyes 

cause im CRYING 

cause these pills 

have taken over my brain 

side effects causes pain 

i think im going insane 

(INSANE)