Milk Lyrics - Brockhampton

I ain't the same nigga that I once was 

I lost my fucking mind and then I fell in love 

I did a bunch of drugs because I can't sleep 

I lost a couple months, I chipped my fucking teeth 

And there's a couple women, and they know some things 

About lies I done told and shit that I did said 

And niggas that I robbed, so I'm real paranoid 

I have voices in my head 

Hi, my name is Merlyn 

I just applied for food stamps 

I just moved to California with my boy band 

Dropped of a good school 

Used to wanna sell coke 

And whip an Audi Coupe crazy if i did that 

Wouldn't be talking to you 

Walking through the pit balls 

Crazy how you get them letters 

And then make you feel the [?] 

Walking 'round the campus and 

You're the only african 

Nobody would [?] 

Well... 

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I gotta get better at being me 

(Being who I am) 

I gotta get better at everything 

(Being who I am) 

I just want a friend that I can hang out with 

(Being who I am) 

Someone I can sit around, lay on my couch with 

(Being who I am) 

Even since I moved out I've been poor 

Ever since I grew up I've been ugly 

Ooh, and it get me some dollar 

Dollar, dollar bills y'all 

Ever since I left my momma house I've been mad as hell at the world 

Sometimes you don't get around when you feel it 

Sometimes [?] belly has a fell of fucking [?] 

Sometimes I wish that my fucking phone would fucking ring 

And go off, and wake a nigga up 

I'm used to being sad 

And I'm used to being down 

I'm used to being used 

I miss my boy being around 

Photos 

I gotta get better at being me 

(Being who I am) 

I gotta get better at everything 

(Being who I am) 

I just want a friend that I can hang out with 

(Being who I am) 

Someone I can sit around, lay on my couch with 

(Being who I am) 

Droppin' on a [?] one day 

I just wanna be somebody someday 

Droppin' on a [?] world way 

I just wanna be somebody someday 

Droppin' on a [?] one day 

I just wanna be somebody someday 

Droppin' on a [?] one way 

I just wanna be somebody someday 

I gotta get better at being me 

(Being who I am) 

I gotta get better at everything 

(Being who I am) 

I just want a friend that I can hang out with 

(Being who I am) 

Someone I can sit around, lay on my couch with 

(Being who I am) 

[?] for motivation of smaller things 

But baby steps to my [?] faster dreams 

I've been told I'm too transparent with my thoughs sometimes 

So I wrote songs until they pass, and I can fall in line 

I fell apart the moment that you thought you found yourself 

'Cause I knew at that point I couldn't be on the equation anymore 

But moving on with [?] broke your hearts 

We'll show you everything you need to see about yourself to start moving forward 

So many things I wanna say that I'm not sure need to be known 

But everybody swears they fucking know me 

So I, [?] on the table 

At that point I wonder what they'd show me 

I almost lost my father 

Still surreal for me to think about 

Considering how many of my friends have lost theirs 

I never know if what I say is the right thing 

If not, I'm [?] it's all fair when it's not you 

Some people have angels 

What if only shadows follow you? 

And all the ghosts inside that seem hollow you 

The branches of the weeping willow start to swallow you 

And then you realize you're exactly where you're supposed to be 

The horizon clear 

You wipe your tears 

And all the skeletons are ready for your story