Dearly Departed Lyrics - Brockhampton

I pray I find you at the bottom of the hill 

I pray I make it outta Texas 

My momma stuck outside her job 

My sister just asked for a Lexus 

Can Jesus send me a message? 

What's the point of havin' a best friend if you end up losin' him? 

Woah, don't view my text messages 

Woah, don't view my text messages 

Don't view my bad side 

Only go on the 'Gram to show you motherfuckers the best side 

Who am I? 

Who am I? Who am I? 

Why I hide? Huh 

For the great Mary J. Blige 

All alike, I made a mill' off a lie 

And I lie so I write another lie 

RCA don't know, it wasn't 'bout y'all 

No lies, 'bout how me and my brothers been traumatized 

And I must keep creatin' truths and hooks to get up outta this hell for myself 

Seashells 

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Dearly departed 

Look what you've started 

I've been so heartless 

I try, I try, I try 

Why? 

Why? 

Why? 

Try 

Big dog, I feel like I don't got anybody on my side no more 

High is the low, truth be told 

It's hard to ignore, hard to endure 

Where's my stamina in this life? 

Make sure my family tight 

More rubies on my neck, and to catch me at night 

Lookin' immaculate, no one in sight 

Standards are high, expectation is low 

Wake up sweatin' at night, mind in a flight 

I don't get scared no more when I'm standin' on the mountaintop 

I'm afraid of people dyin' 

Rest in peace Wako, Ray, Rita 

Wish you could've took me to Japan 

Back ten years, holdin' my hand, felt like a hundred grand 

Wish some letters didn't fade, love will never do the same 

Out the window screamin' your name, blessings 

Mama on track, my dad got my back 

My sister graduated, now she racin' 

Love her through the days and whiskey in my hand 

Bloody colored triggers wrapped around my wrist 

Lookin' magnificent, man 

No stoppin' me, no boggin' me down 

I know myself, me and the obstacles now 

I done shit on myself too much to not know how to move properly now 

On the property now, money gets foul 

Keep your wits about you 

They stretch the truth longer than the Nile 

Eyes full of evil, mouth full of vile 

They tracin' your smile 

Stay alert, big dog 

Only one life is offered to you 

(Only one life is offered to you) 

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How many sides to a story can there be when you saw it with your own eyes? 

I got all my thoughts out on records y'all won't ever hear 

Try to give it time 

Find that truth trickles down, hits the fear 

And freezes over like a dagger to the spine 

When somebody that you know throws you in the fire 

How do you survive? 

I kicked down the door inside a home 

I did it all just to save a friend's life 

Little did I know, the one who pulled the strings was once on my side 

I had just moved to Texas, tried to make it right 

I do not feel obliged to dismiss the truth because of how I feel about our time 

If I knew what you would do to someone you owe money to, you wouldn't get a dime 

Watchful when you win, sorry 'bout your plans 

That was all a scam, you won't understand 

Pass the weight off to your friends and never face the truth 

Because you never learned how to be a man 

And it's not my fault, and it's not my problem anymore 

That's just where you stand 

That's just who you are 

That's your cross to bear 

You could talk to God 

I don't wanna hear, motherfucker!