Smile To Keep From Crying Lyrics - In My Feelings. (goin' Thru It) - Boosie Badazz

From the heart, Boosie Badazz 

I cry and i sit by the fan 

Sometimes I smile to keep from crying 

They don't know what we go through 

You might think I'm happy all the time 'cause you see smiles in my face 

And my followers over 500K 

But I been going through some problems today, hoping for better like big momma would say 

But haters come for me, magazines, they run and they lie about the things that I say 

It's hard to keep a peace and smile even with bitches I date 

Why do you hate and come for me, you want my problems, ho? 

He raised wrong, damn woman, won't be my momma, ho 

I hope for change, I'm trying 

Just lost my thug, ripped him apart, yeah they sprayed my man 

I cry, I sit by the fan, somebody gon' die today man 

I'm looking for unity, I'm tryna make a better way for you and me 

But people ain't true to me, and honestly, I feel like they're using me 

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They don't know what we go through, bruh 

Sometimes I smile to keep from crying 

Sometimes I need to keep from lying or spazzing 

You want to be me, you couldn't imagine 

Tryna smile to keep from crying 

Sometimes, I need me a friend, I got no one to call 

I need me somebody who listens, maybe I need me a dog 

I wake up, I look in the mirror, I put on my clothes and I leave 

If my life is beautiful, please, tell me why I need the trees, I'm going through 

This world is so cold, it's crazy, these cops will kill us, they're racist 

If he was alive, he'll be saying, "officer, why didn't you tase me?" 

I'm on parole, one feet up in jail, one feet out the door 

Lost three aunties in just one year, this ain't the rain, this is the snow 

Thought she was real, mama was right, guess she a ho like that 

'Cause I went to the pen, she ain't even write back, no love for a nigga, play a nigga like that 

The cameras, they flash at the club, the haters they see me and mug, They hate 'cause I blew, what the fuck? I feel like I'm indie in love 

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I cry, I sit by the fan 

I miss my granny and daddy 

Want to be me, you couldn't imagine 

Tryna smile to keep from crying 

I cry, I sit by the fan