Cold Cruel World Lyrics - Krimson Creek - Boondox

[Intro: Random people talking] 

I suffer from depression 

Complete depression 

Had it my whole life 

I have had it so bad that uh... 

I had anxiety 

Been diagnosed with major depression 

Lots of phobias, lots of fears 

Anxiety, panic attacks 

I had depression before, I didn't think that 

Depression could be so bad 

[Verse 1:] 

Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders 

Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow colder 

It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion 

Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion 

Do you know what it is to sit a 3am 

With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' 

Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills 

Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills 

Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart 

I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart 

Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit 

Flames rising from the ashes that your about to commit 

Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' 

Sat a half an hour, just thinkin' of a better way 

To put your soul to rest and set your mind at ease 

Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity 

[Chorus:] 

Dear cold cruel world why am I here? 

I never asked to be alive 

Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive 

Dear please just wipe away the tears 

I'll be better off when I'm gone 

In my own private Hell and left all alone 

[Verse 2:] 

So many reasons just to leave this fuckin' planet 

Pressure gets to be so much, the way you just can't stand it 

People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' your friends 

A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend 

Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead 

I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my walls to red 

I lock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen 

I leave a bloody fuckin' mess out for my moms to clean 

It's to the point that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope 

And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no hope 

It's too late to try and stop it, I done lost the fuckin' war 

I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor 

I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm even fuckin' lyin' 

Nobody gonna remember me, nobody gonna be cryin' 

All alone in my death like I was in life 

Let me take my final breath, they can bury me tonight 

[Chorus:] 

Dear cold cruel world why am I here? 

I never asked to be alive 

Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive 

Dear please just wipe away the tears 

I'll be better off when I'm gone 

In my own private Hell and left all alone 

[Bridge:] 

You won't miss me when I'm gone 

(Flames risin', flames risin') 

I know you did me so wrong 

(Flames risin') 

[Gunshot] 

[Chorus/Outro:] 

Dear cold cruel world why am I here? 

Flames risin', flames risin' 

Dear please just wipe away the tears 

Flames risin', flames risin' 

Dear cold cruel world why am I here? 

(just wipe away, just wipe away) 

Flames risin', flames risin' 

Dear please juse wipe away the tears 

(just wipe away, just wipe away) 

Flames risin', flames risin' 

Dear cold cruel world why am I here? 

Flames risin', flames risin' 

Dear please juse wipe away the tears 

Flames risin', flames risin'