Hate Me Today Lyrics - Blue October

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head 

They're crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed 

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone 

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home 

There's a burning in my pride, 

A nervous bleeding in my brain 

An ounce of peace is all I want for you 

Will you never call again? 

And will you never say that you love me 

Just to put it in my face? 

And will you never try to reach me? 

It is I that wanted space 

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Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 

Hate me in ways 

Yeah, ways hard to swallow 

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

I'm sober now for three whole months, 

It's one accomplishment that you helped me with 

The one thing that always tore us apart 

Is the one thing I won't touch again 

In a sick way I want to thank you 

For holding my head up late at night 

While I was busy waging wars on myself, 

You were trying to stop the fight 

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You never doubted my warped opinions 

On things like suicidal hate 

You made me compliment myself 

When it was way too hard to take 

So I'll drive so fucking far away 

That I never cross your mind 

And do whatever it takes in your heart 

To leave me behind 

Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 

Hate me in ways 

Yeah, ways hard to swallow 

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

And with a sad heart, I say bye to you and wave 

Kicking shadows on the street 

For every mistake that I had made 

And like a baby boy, 

I never was a man 

Until I saw your blue eyes crying, 

And I held your face in my hand 

And then I fell down yelling, 

"make it go away!" 

Just make a smile come back 

And shine just like it used to be 

And then she whispered, 

"How can you do this to me?" 

Hate me today 

Hate me tomorrow 

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 

Hate me in ways 

Yeah, ways hard to swallow 

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

For you (3x)