My Gift And My Curse Lyrics - Blood On The Dance Floor

Today I died 

And I'm up in heaven 

Looking down on the world 

Ark angel number seven 

I was sent to earth 

With a mission to complete 

My memories 

Remain bittersweet 

Messenger 

With a double duty verse 

It's my legacy 

My gift and my curse... 

Hold your head up high 

They will kill to see you feel 

Evil lurks in the shadows 

Just waiting to prevail 

Every sinner has a future 

Every saint has a past 

Gotta keep the torch burning 

So the message will last 

Like a phoenix rising up 

From a pile of burning ashes 

Can't give up 

No matter how those haters try to trash us 

I will use my voice 

Like this world's my motherfuckin' classroom 

Touching hearts, saving lives 

Warning of the black doom 

Come with me 

And take my hand 

I'll lead you to a wonderland 

A world that's free of hate and lies 

Where beauty lives and evil dies 

Relax your mind and close your eyes 

Heaven's what you visualize 

My wings of gold 

Kill all despair 

Just trust in me 

I'll take you there 

I'll take you there 

This is my gift and my curse 

'Til I'm dead in a hearse 

My words will stain this fucking earth 

Until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse 

I can't escape this wicked curse 

Like a vamp to a neck 

Like a wolf to the flesh 

I'm cursed, I'm cursed 

I'm fucking dead 

My gift, my gift 

The only thing left 

I can't escape this wretched fate 

Why do I wear myself down to nothing? 

Would you let me widdle myself into something? 

Carving me down to the absolute bitterness 

Wipe away the jealousy, I got nothing left 

I'm chewing on what's left of my silent tongue 

From holding it back for way too fucking long 

I've been playing by the rules 

I've lost myself in the game 

I fear the person I used to be will never be the same 

Come with me 

And take my hand 

I'll lead you to a wonderland 

A world that's free of hate and lies 

Where beauty lives and evil dies 

Relax your mind and close your eyes 

Heaven's what you visualize 

My wings of gold 

Kill all despair 

Just trust in me 

I'll take you there 

I'll take you there 

This is my gift and my curse 

'Til I'm dead in a hearse 

My words will stain this fucking earth 

Until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse 

I can't escape this wicked curse 

Like a vamp to a neck 

Like a wolf to the flesh 

I'm cursed, I'm cursed 

I'm fucking dead 

My gift, my gift 

The only thing left 

I can't escape this wretched fate 

It all comes back to you 

Everything you put me through 

It all comes back to you 

Everything you put me through 

You can drag me to Hell 

You can curse me with spells 

I'm damned, I'm damned 

Like an angel that fell 

My gift, my gift 

Sent from Heaven above 

Is meant to save all the fans I love 

This is my gift and my curse 

'Til I'm dead in a hearse 

My words will stain this fucking earth 

Until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse 

I can't escape this wicked curse 

Like a vamp to a neck 

Like a wolf to the flesh 

I'm cursed, I'm cursed 

I'm fucking dead 

My gift, my gift 

The only thing left 

I can't escape this wretched fate 

You'll understand when I'm gone...