My Mother's Only Son Lyrics - A Thought Crushed My Mind - Blindside

Talks about it all the time 

It's a sickness he says 

So sure all the time 

He hates it 

And I honestly believe him 

So sure all the time 

Maybe the one who screams the most 

Screams about himself 

Fed up of giving up 

Clean cup please drink up 

He sees it's eating him up 

It's the price he pays 

But it's not even worth a dime 

So scared that people may find out 

He is what he hates 

So scared all the time 

This is his naked inside 

Piece by piece he's trying to build a ladder 

For him to fall from 

Every time he climbs 

He condemns their actions 

So that no one will suspect 

That he's the victim for his own crime 

This is his darkness 

In which he will stand 

This is his naked inside 

Alone in a desert land 

And I'm a coward 

Shut my eyes and concentrate 

On my shell, on soap and shower 

Oh God how I want to tell the world 

But I hesitate 

So why don't I have the guts to tell you he's me?