I Wonder Lyrics - Blind Melon - Blind Melon

All alone the broadening skies under the every night I will lie 

Scratching claw and grip the rails every day my living hell 

Oh God you know I tried, I know how hard I've tried 

I know I tried 

Hey I'd like to daze away to a place no one has known 

In a state of mind I could call mine that only I could have own 

Where I could hum a tune anytime I choose 

And then there is no such thing as time 

Where I feel no pain just calm and sane what a place for one to find 

Now you see I'm watching everything I do 

And they're watching everything I say 

So baby we'll leave, we'll leave and breathe won't leave me be 

Sometimes I'd asked myself and said, "Why am I even here?" 

And I wonder how you leave me wondering, you leave me wondering 

Won't you stop watching me 

I said, "They're watching me, watching me, watching me" 

Now in my corner I got them stealing in my eyes and 

And arms holding up my knees and then rocking back and forth my life 

I didn't mean to feel this way when I walked into the door 

And they ripped away my memories and 

I can't remember who I was before 

Oh Lord, oh Lord no, now they're watching everything I do 

And they're watching everything I say 

So then leave, then kneel and breathe oh leave me be 

And I only wanted to be 16 and free and I 

And I wonder