Watch Me Now, I'm Calling Lyrics - Blake Babies

I'm closing up, I'm shutting down, I took a vow of silence 

You won't hear me from now on, you'll only see the violence 

I put some water into a pot and brought it to a boil 

I poured it on my arm without any reflex of recoil 

I made sure it'd miss my hand 'cause I need it to play in a band 

I thought I would scream but I didn't feel a thing 

Then I took some ice and the sharpest knife 

And brought 'em to my room 

I sat there thinking of you and what I ought to do 

Then I picked a spot and numbed it up 

'Cause carving can take some time 

Then I dug your name out of my skin 

'Cause in my head, you're in my mind, mind 

Wo, I realized with some urgency, that all this is child's play 

I need to learn to speak in a more effective way 

But just what is the desired effect and why have I been stalling? 

I want you to feel it, watch me now, I'm calling 

Over at the hospital, they will dress my wounds 

But they won't really heal until they're touched by you