Tears Of Blood Lyrics - Urban Discipline - Biohazard

I sit and pick my brain each night 

With an axe in my hand held tight 

Bite my nose to spite my face 

Killing myself, I can't escape the rat race 

Wallowing in neck-deep misery 

Quicksand dissent, pressure free 

Deepest wounds are self-inflicted 

Should I hope to be vindicted? 

Always alone, society's abortion 

Self-mutilation, the daily portion 

Resentful past breeds hopeful future 

With tears of blood, I remove the sutures 

Dying inside, emotions they hide 

Irreparable damage from the tears the I've cried 

I climb from the sewer, the years that I have spent 

Self-mutilation or my environment 

Tears of blood 

(Tears of blood) 

I cry 

(I cry) 

Tears of blood 

Tears of blood 

(Tears of blood) 

I cry 

(I cry) 

Tears of blood 

Deny myself for fear of being 

Is it over now, has my heart stopped beating? 

Lying here just self defeating 

My mind is empty, it won't stop bleeding 

Twisted anger screams my brain 

Over the edge I hang in pain 

Mouth locked shut my mind won't swallow 

Tears of blood alone I wallow 

No one to blame except myself 

What you call masochism I call wealth 

Maybe it's just a matter of pride 

Too sweet to end with suicide 

Peel the scab, pour salt in the wound 

Torturing myself, I'm forever doomed 

Looking east and west each and every moon 

A peaceful rest comes someday soon 

No one to blame except myself 

What you call masochism I call wealth 

Is death life and do we live in hell? 

Tears of blood 

(Tears of blood) 

I cry 

(I cry) 

Tears of blood 

Tears of blood 

(Tears of blood) 

I cry 

(I cry) 

Tears of blood 

(I die)