Suicide? Lyrics - Barclay James Harvest

I woke up to a feeling, it was cold by my side 

You had gone with the sunrise, leaving tears in my eyes 

I got up with a feeling of an emptiness inside 

To the noise of the sidewalk and the silence of my mind 

Well I walked out this morning, down a street with no name 

To a club called "The Loser", like a dog that's gone lame 

Took the club elevator to the floor with a view 

I took out life subscription - it's the only one they do 

I stepped out on the guard rail, saw the crowds slowly part 

Heard a voice shouting "Don't jump, please for God's sake let me move my car!" 

Felt a hand on my shoulder, heard a voice cry "Just in time!" 

Felt the quick push, felt the air rush 

Felt the sidewalk, fell in line