Ghost Lyrics - Badflower

I tried it once before but I didn't get too far 

I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart 

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck 

But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up 

I tried it once before and I think I might have messed up 

I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough 

But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die 

But nothing very special ever happens in my life 

Take the blade away from me 

I am a freak, I am afraid that 

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain 

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me 

I died to be the white ghost 

Of the man that I was meant to be 

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I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut 

I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough 

And I should have told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son 

But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one 

Take the blade away from me 

I am a freak, I am afraid that 

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain 

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me 

I died to be the white ghost 

Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah 

I tried it once again and I think I might black out 

I should have left a letter but I had nothing to write about 

My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up 

The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked 

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Take the blade away from me 

I am a freak, I am afraid that 

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain 

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me 

I died to be the white ghost 

Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah 

I tried it once again and I think I went too far 

I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart 

I couldn't tell my mother 'mom, I love you', I'm a bad son 

This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one