To Believe Lyrics - Aztec Jade

There I was reaching out for a hand 

But the concept was out of my grasp 

I only wanted to be one with the word 

I only wanted to see it's fruition 

Controlling thoughts and raping minds 

Like painting pictures for the blind 

Images I see are taking 

Life from out of me it's killing 

Every thought I think permeates my mind 

But I am not going to believe 

Speak my peace I try to explain my beliefs 

And I am lauded with hate and disdain 

Now that I've heard their hypocritical words 

I realize there's no chance for comprehension