You Lyrics - Avail

it's not an accusation, i freeze when i see you and i can still feel 

you breath 

you say i spread lies for attention as you play victim 

their minds set on who to believe 

i can't sit here pitied and self absorbed 

but i can't scrub this scent clean 

i've tried before adn i'm sure i can't explain in words 

or thoughts the way i've kicked and fought 

and fought myself to be sane to come clean and 

begin at last again 

sure i could give up and those i praise 

woudln't give a fuck 

so much for friends, so much for feelings now 

why don't you spit in my face 

for bringing shame to your name 

you and i know for sure 

behind closed doors 

it was you against me 

i won't sit here blamed and ignored 

as i rinse the stains clean without support 

and i'm sure i can't explain in words or thought 

the lessons i was taught 

as i fought while you used force for gain 

and i was skin deep in shame 

now i won't let up 

i'll tread the heals of your every step 

so much for friends, so much for feelings now 

why don't you spit in my face 

for bringing shame to your name 

you and i know for sure 

behind closed doors 

it was you against me