Cruel Cruel Lyrics - Automatic Loveletter

I wanna run away 

To somewhere far and somewhere safe 

So scared of this place 

Cause you don't even know me 

And you don't even care that I've been lonely 

And tired of fighting in the den of the lions 

When I won't give up trying 

In the dead of the night I weep 

Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep 

Call me crazy, call me baby, you can call me weak 

Cause you don't even know 

No you don't even know 

That the weight of the world on me 

I've been there and back again and it seems to me 

That a promise isn't something you keep 

And a secret never lies it only sees what you see 

Cause it's a cruel cruel ride 

And if you want to come inside 

You better sit up and shut your eyes 

And hold on for dear life 

Cause of you don't 

Than you will surely lose your mind 

But I won't 

I wanna hide my face 

I wanna find the strength to get through this 

Oh I know I can do it 

It's the taste in my mouth 

It's the nauseousness 

It's my stomach in knots forming cascades of gunshots 

Leaving me holding 

A pen, and this page, and these words filled with rage 

In the dead of the night I weep 

Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep 

Call me crazy, call me baby, you can call me weak 

Cause you don't even know 

Cause it's a cruel cruel ride 

And if you want to come inside 

You better sit up and shut your eyes 

And hold on for dear life 

Cause if you don't 

Than you will surely lose your mind 

But I won't 

I won't 

Oh can anyone hear me 

Oh can anyone know me 

Oh can anyone hear me 

Oh can anyone love me 

Oh can anyone, can anyone hear me 

Cause it's a cruel cruel ride 

And if you want to come inside 

You better sit up and shut your eyes 

And hold on for dear life 

Cause if you don't 

Than you will surely lose your mind 

But I won't 

I won't 

I won't 

I won't 

I won't 

But I won't