Caved In Lyrics - Overcast - Atmosphere

The door opened 

in walked my brother terrified 

teary eyed I'm wide open 

only to hear our father died 

It's not true I'm hopin' 

I need some air, I'm chokin' 

Get me off this ride. Where's life goin'? 

Feelin' I'm lost, I'm frozen. 

Suspended in mid-traumatized state 

Why I'm chosen for this fate 

I don't know 

Head shakes back and forth 

emotion oh insociable not speakin 

remain in silence 'cause I'm weak 

and deep inside I'm freakin' 

Want my father back I need him. 

Why's god cheatin' 

takin' half the two that gave me life 

My mind replays the thought 

now no longer can I sleep at night 

not feelin' right 

insecure 

now what's my future lookin' like 

aint' delt with death before 

age eleven and can't take no more 

My hands on the floor 

'cause my stomach's feelin' sick 

and I was mad at the lord 

because he took him all to quick 

that day 

on his way to pick me up 

he never made it 

blamed it all on myself 

and I dwelled in self-hatred 

On a path called destruct 

many thought I wouldn't make it 

I hated the way I feel 

but I just can't seem to shake it 

somebody take it away 

this mad situation 

my world is breakin' 

and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in 

I tried to take it all in 

after it all settled I couldn't begin 

accepting you were gone 

but understood 

I tried to take it all in 

after it all settled I couldn't begin 

accepting you were gone 

but understood 

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hey Dad I miss you 

for everyday gone 

and for the rest of my life 

tried to remain strong 

until we reunite 

live on your memory 

from the seeds 

you planted gently 

thanks for bein' there for me 

and all the time you spent with me 

love sent for me 

if I could only have that day back 

to sit down and rap 

shoot the breeze and have a chat 

but the fact still remains still later 

on the day I have to meet our maker 

I write my feelings on the paper 

for now 

along the golf course where you once played I see you 

as I drive by I feel you 

like your presence is there 

I stop and I stare 

I see the pictures of days we shared 

well aware that you cared 

making sure I was prepared for life 

the hardships, the struggles, 

the garbage, and the troubles that come with it 

always kept my head with it 

I gripped it 

close to my heart 

everything you tought me 

my dad, my hero 

you had my love for all eternity 

Photos 

I tried to take it all in 

after it all settled I couldn't begin 

accepting you were gone 

but understood 

I tried to take it all in 

after it all settled I couldn't begin 

accepting you were gone 

but understood 

I tried to take it all in 

after it all settled I couldn't begin 

accepting you were gone 

but understood 

I tried to take it all in 

after it all settled I couldn't begin 

accepting you were gone 

but understood