Pretty Pathetic Lyrics - Ataris

You should've heard me sobbing 

Outside your home that night 

Got in the bed and stayed there 

For days I just laid there 

Having been perimently changed 

But we won't get into that now 

Let's take it from the start 

You should've seen me smiling 

It's like the world was mine 

She used to call me "Baby" 

Softly, sometimes 

But if I dwell on those days tonight 

I feel like my life is over 

And that's not good 

So let's move on 

To the part where I began to sense 

Her distance 

I've barely can hold on tighter 

And that makes it worse cause how am I supposed to take it when she says 

"It's just something I'm going through, it's got nothing to do with you" 

I had a special evening all planned out 

Desperately determined to re-ignite 

Some spark between us 

She had to feel something for me 

A love as strong as ours doesn't Just go away 

Can't just turn it off 

Unless she was lying all those times 

I don't think so, I really don't think so 

The way she used to look at me made Me a thousand feet high 

The meaning of the word cool 

Not the same geek who fumbled with His words that night 

The ugliest night 

I said some pretty awkward things 

I got the feel she felt sorry for me 

I should've seen it was hopeless And left it alone but I had to go on embarrassing myself 

I miss what we had I need you so badly 

I must've sounded pretty pathetic I know 

And that's why I don't blame her for what she said 

"Listen to your Emily we don't know eachother that well but your so easy to talk to 

I feel I can tell you almost anything 

I hope I haven't but you off 

I have the tendency to do that 

Why don't I just be quiet."