Bi-polar Lyrics - Singles - Assemblage 23

I haven't felt so alive in years 

The sun is shining down on me 

My eyes are welling up with tears 

Tears of joy, tears of ecstasy 

Emotions, I once kept concealed 

Now flow freely like a river 

Life's great mysteries revealed 

Love's great promises delivered 

I hate my life, I want to die 

I was just pretending all this time 

A mask I wear, so I don't bare 

My soul to the cold, harsh world out there 

Try to prevail but only fail 

Each time on a grander and grander scale 

My life is worthless and so am I 

I hate my life, I want to die 

The landscape rises to meet my feet 

The sky descends to fill my arms 

For once I finally feel complete 

For once I know I can't be harmed 

All I know is light and love 

I feel that I could live forever 

While others' troubles seem to grow 

I have no problems whatsoever 

I hate my life, I want to die 

I was just pretending all this time 

A mask I wear, so I don't bare 

My soul to the cold, harsh world out there 

Try to prevail but only fail 

Each time on a grander and grander scale 

My life is worthless and so am I 

I hate my life, I want to die 

The epiphany that came to fall 

Finally helped me reconcile 

What I felt wasn't joy at all 

All this time it was just denial 

I hate my life, I want to die 

I was just pretending all this time 

A mask I wear, so I don't bare 

My soul to the cold, harsh world out there 

Try to prevail but only fail 

Each time on a grander and grander scale 

My life is worthless and so am I 

I hate my life, I want to die