Why Did I Care? Lyrics - Arcwelder

(music: arcwelder lyrics: s.macdonald) 

Wish I weren't so sensitive - that I could blow it off 

and wish you the best but that's just me and I just can't 

Didn't even care at first but you reeled me in 

and now I'm hanging here deboned and gutted 

[chorus] 

What was I doing? What was I thinking? 

Where was I going? Why did I care? 

What was I doing ? What was I thinking? 

What was I asking? Why did I care? 

Keep your distance so I can heal - don't you pick at my scabs 

I can't allow myself to feel but I'm weak and I want you 

It's not my fault that you don't know what you want 

I will laugh at this tomorrow if I can ever fall asleep 

[chorus] 

Some days are better than others - this must be one of those others 

So I hide behind the fans - they make me feel OK 

I will pull myself out of this - there is light at the end of the tunnel 

As long as you don't blow it out with your sweet and sour breath 

[chorus]