Staback Lyrics - Arcwelder

(s macdonald) 

If I turn my head the other way won't nobody know better 

If no one has a thing to say nothing will ever upset her 

If I never wear a suit or tie I don't think it will matter 

If I strike out while I'm at the plate they'll forgive me with the very next batter 

[bridge & chorus] 

It seems this thing is killing me and 

I can't find a way out 

Everything that's been done 's been done for ease 

Eliminate possibilities 

I choke myself with my own hand 

I'm drawing circles in the sand 

When my hands are cold and my hair is gray will they ever remember 

When my eyes were bright will it all be december 

When it comes down to my own true thoughts I always think about leaving 

When I run away and I leave the rest who will be doing the grieving 

[bridge & chorus] 

And I don't know what I do this for is it only a living 

And I forget it all when I close the door could it be mine for the giving 

And I try to bring myself around think about something or other 

And my head is down and I hide myself from the eyes of a staring big brother 

[bridge & chorus]