Thought Of Suicide Lyrics - Anybody Killa

ey man you alright? 

No 

I seen how your ol girl was coming down on you 

Yeah 

What happened? Your pops found out you lost that job and shit 

mmm-hmmm 

Well dont worry homey, man parent be like that sometimes, its like they mad at you because they get old. Just dont go all crazy on me, talking about you going to kill yourself again, alright 

Yes, in my mind I want to do it but when I pursue it I cant seem to go through it 

So Im going to write a song just so you can feel everything I feel when Im in the mood to kill myself 

I cant control it, these thoughts of suicide, Im always dealing with 

And I know Im not alone when it comes to this, cause everyday its like the whole world pissed 

So fuck your attitude and keep your bad mood cause I got one too 

And I dont give a shit who you rolling with bring your whole damn crew 

Well call it suicide when you messin with a killa someones bound to die 

And it wont be me cause only ones claimin my life is g-o-d 

Chorus (x2) 

You ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide 

Glad you didnt do it, if you did you wouldnt be here now 

Are you easily influenced, 

Does your parents always say that your friends are the reason that you ruint 

Do you have hate for your boss, to where you wanna catch him alone and pop one off 

Or is it mental health, where the only problem that you have is with yourself 

Can someone please explain why it feels so good to cause so much pain 

With all these thoughts we have, yep its easy to say to just relax 

But when you that fed up, only thing in your mind is how deep to cut 

Because you hate your life and you really dont care 

And things would be better if you just werent here 

So now you ready to go end it all, 

Instead of thinking of the ones you wont see tomorrow 

Chorus (x2) 

(Strict 9) 

Its nothing nice, got the thoughts steadily running through my head 

I close my eyes and try to picture if Im better off dead 

It sucks to me, the one and only as I sit here by my lonely 

Separated from the world cause the world is so phony 

Hear my cries, tell me why when you do it tell them lies 

You wear a disguise I can see it in your motherfuckin eyes 

Its suicide, last ride if you wanna get inside 

Shotgun its your boy and Im ready to die 

(ABK) 

Do people that commit suicide go to heaven? 

Im sure everyone has their own theories 

But Im a firm believer that if you take you own life 

Your soul is trapped 

Chorus (x2)