The Ides Lyrics - Antifreeze

When I look ahead I can't see clearly 

Anchored all the time to things so near me 

Always struggling with the urge to run away 

Always try to move ahead succinctly 

Can never see the future too distinctly 

When did my hope, seem to lose its ray? 

Steadfast as I go from day to day 

Slowly my resolve just slips away 

Looking back 

I've been right on track 

Come what may 

Has brought me here today 

Looking forward now 

It's a long way down 

It's no surprise 

That I'm in the ides 

Not including random flights of fancy 

Optimism seems a bit too chancy 

Hope seems just to scared to come around 

So I go around and round now in this circular insanity 

It's given from time to time now by the obstacles that 'counter me 

It's hard to move ahead, buried underground