Trying Not To Breathe Lyrics - Antichrisis

Oh, this void inside tears my soul apart 

Why did you lie? I lost my faith in you 

Once there was purity but now only perfidy and pain 

Because you've been untrue 

You broke all promises and now 

Our love is bound to die 

And so am I 

I die, suicide 

I die, suicide 

Lost forever within the debris of my dreams 

I put my trust in you 

How could you leave me in a lurch after all that I've gone through 

What the hell did you do? 

Down on my knees I pray 

Save me, save me, save me, please 

But no hope anymore 

I die, suicide 

I die, suicide 

I die, suicide 

I die, suicide 

I'm trying not to breathe, I can't stand this anymore 

Therefore I'll leave 

I'm trying not to breathe and so I'll leave 

I'll leave this world behind 

Broken by faithlessness of the killing kind 

I'm trying not to breathe 

Remember when you called my name 

I've been always there for you 

To me it's more than just a game 

I loved you too much and still I do 

Now your body's so close to mine 

I kiss your lips goodbye 

To lie in your arms for a last time 

Before I die 

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And he dreams of days gone by 

Floating down to the other side 

A thousand angels cry 

Firing squad against the walls of light 

Not again another day 

Now his love has lost the last stand 

Oh, angels, hear him pray 

As he's passing away into her hands 

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I'm trying not to breathe, I can't stand your loss 

Your lies, therefore I'll leave 

I'm trying not to breathe and so I try 

I try to leave the pain behind 

Of treason that, that became the killing kind 

I'm trying not to breathe 

But you swore you'd love me forever and it was only yesterday 

Oh, what have I done to deserve this, am I destiny's fool? 

And I hate you and I love you for what you've done to me 

Oh shit, why did you leave me in such despair? 

I'm trying not to breathe 

Though I try so hard to reach the other side 

Oh, I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

No more songs for me to sing because you leave 

Oh, I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

Though I try so hard to reach the other side 

Oh, I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

No more songs for me to sing because you leave 

Oh, I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

I'm trying not to breathe 

Now I think I see the light 

Goodbye, my love 

Oh, I'm trying not to breathe