Betrayed Lyrics - Singles - Antestor

I am in pain 

I am... the cursed one 

Life is not what it was meant to be 

What I didn't ask for has now turned my way 

Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong 

Things I once believed in have now turned evil 

Yet I pray, "Deliver me from evil" 

But another spell pulled me away 

Will suicide break the ring of curse 

Tomorrow I'll be gone, so don't look for me 

I am lying on my death-bed, with chaos in my mind 

My life took more than it gave 

Betrayed and deceived I will now pass away 

And with the gun in my hand, my questions 

Are soon to be answered 

Will suicide break the ring of cure... 

Satan and god, the thought passes my mind 

Heaven and hell, it's not up to me 

If the Christians that I've seen 

Represent the true God of heaven 

Then it's not a place that I want to be 

But if I'm blinded, please open my eyes 

And help my now... 

Will suicide break the ring of cure 

Tomorrow I'll be gone, then you'll be all alone