Pulled Under Lyrics - Anathema

(Just) freedom is only a hallucination 

That waits at the edge of the distant horizon 

And we are all strangers in global illusion 

Wanting and needing impossible heaven 

Chasing the dream as they swim out to sea 

The mirage ahead says that they can be free 

Become lost in delusion drowning their reason 

Swept on by the current of selfish ambition 

Frightened ashamed and afraid of the blame 

The questions are screaming the answers are hiding 

The sickness is growing distracted condition 

You can feel the disgust and smell the confusion 

Lying insane getting soaked in the rain 

Draining the sky of the guilt and the shame 

The nightmare is coming the clouds are descending 

Pulled under two thousand meters a second 

Clawing at walls that just slip through my fingers 

Darkness consuming collapsing and breaking 

Distilled paranoia seeped into the walls 

And filled in the cracks with the whispering calls 

Shadows are forming take heed of the warnings 

Creeping around at four in the morning 

Lie to myself start a brand new beginning 

But I'm losing myself in this fear of living 

Freedom is only a hallucination 

That waits at the edge of the places you go when you dream 

Deep in the reason betrayal of feeling 

(The) mistakes that I made tore my conscience apart at the source