Internal Landscapes Lyrics - Weather Systems - Anathema

And I felt myself going 

I was in a great deal of pain, it was a very frightening experience, 

But I began to slip 

I just sort of, feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on 

I'll be ok, I'll be ok 

And it got to the point where I just couldn't 

And everything began to just become very quiet 

And I can remember with every ounce of strength 

I had I wanted to say goodbye to my wife, it was important to me 

And I did, I remember just turning my head, looking at her and saying 

I'm gonna die, goodbye Joan and I did 

It was then that I experienced 

Experienced what we call a near death experience, 

For me there was nothing near about it, it was there 

It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security 

I did not have an out-of-body experience, 

I did not see my body or anyone about me, 

I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light 

It's difficult to describe, matter of fact it's impossible to describe 

Verbally it cannot be expressed, 

It's something which becomes you and you become it 

I could say that I was peace, 

I was love, I was the brightness 

It was part of me 

Goodbye my friend 

Love will never end 

And I feel like you 

And I breathe all truth 

Love is the lifebreath of all I see 

Love is the truelight inside of me 

And I know you somehow 

As I hold you in my heart 

In my heart 

There's a fire in the sky 

And I know it's you 

(Senses following me) 

There's a light that's so bright 

And I know it's you 

And I dream like you 

And I believe in truth 

For I was always there 

And I will always be there 

And it's just so beautiful 

It was eternity 

It's like, I was always there, 

And I will always be there 

That my existence on earth was just a very brief instant 

I could say that I was peace, 

I was love, I was the brightness 

It was part of me