If I Have To Die Lyrics - Amy Grant

Do you have a heavy heart? 'Cause you try to play the part 

Of a life that you don't know and now it's scaring you? 

'Cause you're saying all the right words but no one's ever heard 

The voice that's crying out inside your heart 

Saying please don't make me die for you, I've gotta make you see 

That there's a part of me I never want to lose 

But if I have to die for you somehow let me see 

That you're more than words I need a glimpse of you 

But it's Sunday church again and the habit to pretend 

Is stronger than you knew, look how it's ruling you 

But it's friends you try to blame, oh I've done it just the same 

'Cause it's easier than answering to Him 

You think that they're playing games 

They leave and never act the same 

And you don't want a part of their show 

Yes you think there's something more 

But not inside these holy doors 

Well what are you looking for?