Now Lyrics - Singles - Allison Crowe

As I walk this hall alone I wonder 

exactly why it is I'm leaving 

when there's nothing there for me to return to 

other than blind faith 

with a lack of believing 

and not to say that I have nothing 

I have everything and I am grateful 

but my head is trying to tell me something 

in this state of mind I feel so hateful 

and I don't understand 

and I'm not going to try to because 

now that I've seen it 

I couldn't walk away no 

even if I wanted to, yes 

now that I've seen it 

even though I'm leaving now 

every bit of me is still there 

well I am filled with a quiet resolution 

and questions posed without solution 

and in my realm of indecision 

finally I feel as though I can see something 

and though this beacons ever flashing 

Ii can't revisit without rehashing 

when I'm stuck in where I created fear 

I can not fix myself from here 

and I'm starting to understand 

at least in this state I believe something because 

now that I've seen it 

I couldn't walk away no 

even if I wanted to, yes 

now that I've seen it 

even though I'm leaving now 

every bit of me is still there 

the amount of times 

I've seen the edge 

of my own head 

is unrelenting 

the floor falls out 

and I am left with 

thoughts that move 

without consenting 

when all I want is peace 

and all I want to believe in 

is knowing without seeing 

and wanting without fear 

now that I've seen it 

I couldn't walk away no 

even if I wanted to, yes 

now that I've seen it 

even though I'm leaving now 

every bit of me is still there