Start Again Lyrics - Alive Like Me

I never made this clear but 

I'm tired of waiting for the right moment to appear 

I built my life on something not 

So stable 

And I've been falling ever since I was able to stand 

They say it's harder on your own and you know it's true 

Now I'm ready to break through 

I've spent all these years of my life begging for a plan that never came 

So, I broke all the bones in my legs 

And taught myself to stand alone again to become a better man 

Because I hate who I was turning out to be 

But I'm sure that this will not be the end of my suffering 

I just thought it'd be easier 

But now I know that I can't take it back 

There's nothing you can do that will change the way I act 

So the words will hang over me 

"just give it up there's no way you're gonna win" 

It's never too late to pick yourself up and start again 

Are we ever gonna change 

This feelings taking over me 

Every time I think I get it right 

And I don't think I'll feel okay 

If this ends with misery 

But it's just another chance that 

I'm willing to take tonight 

Hoping that.. 

This would be easier