The Cave (aware Of Not Existing) Lyrics - Singles - Alice In Darkland

Repetition of my behaviour 

Is an everlasting course of scenes 

That run after one another 

Fixed points of a vicious circle 

That I wasn't able to break 

Of a schematic existence 

As futile as my own behaviour 

My life is a long journey 

Through the desolate ways of time 

A course of infinite sensations within myself 

Companions of my destiny 

Unrelenting and obscure omen of death 

A sad certainty 

The sole step of my existence 

Which will make me alike those around me 

I've ever lived without thinking about it 

Jealously keeping within me 

The phobia of what will happen 

That morbid fear which day by day 

Has worn out my thoughts 

Rendering my life a slow agonizing suicide 

Giving birth to my deepest anguish 

Aware of not existing 

Revelation of the obscure omen 

Achievement of my destiny 

Now I realize I've never really lived 

I think over the infinity of things that I could have done 

But my courage failed 

Desires... never fullfilled 

Dreams... never realized 

Because of stupid fears 

I feel I have thrown away a lot of time that was at my disposal 

During the journey of my life 

Into the obscure abyss of forgetfullness and depression 

That journey which was not so long as I imagined