Why Did This Happen To Me Lyrics - Aisha - Aisha

Verse 1: 

Oh my, what have I done 

My life has just begun 

It's so easy to make a mistake 

And my heart feels like it's gonna break 

I've cried so many tears 

Had to face all of my fears 

But I'm not afraid anymore 

Of this I'm sure 

But this is my reality 

And it's hard being me 

Chorus: 

This could have happened to anyone 

Why did this happen to me 

This could have happened to anyone 

Why did this happen to me 

But I'm gonna make it you'll see 

Verse 2: 

Oh God 

Please forgive my sins 

And this mess that I'm in 

I don't know how I got here 

And it doesn't even seem fair 

But this is my reality 

And it's hard being me 

Repeat chorus 

Bridge: 

Sometimes I wanna scream 

Sometimes I wanna cry 

And then there are the times 

I just don't understand why 

Sometimes I wanna scream 

Sometimes I wanna dream 

That this never happened at all 

I'm so tired of feeling sorry for myself 

Please Lord hear me 

I'm crying out for help 

I'm so tired of crying in the dark 

I'm not asking why 

That's why there's no question mark 

And the end of...why did this happen to me 

Spoken: 

They told you they're okay 

And that you don't have to worry about them that way 

That's the song a lot of people sing 

They told 20 other people the same thing 

Before they slept with them 

Crept with them 

Now you've got their number 

Now you are a number 

Another case on the face of this earth 

It's not about games 

They're not just numbers 

They're people with names 

Somebody's brother, sister, child 

Not just some file or statistic 

This is realistic 

You've got a void in your life Voids 

A loophole to your soul 

A false sense of security 

Compromising your purity 

You need to know why 

Safe sex is an illusion, a lie 

When they say safe sex 

They really mean safer sex 

Safe sex is really married sex 

Between faithful people 

The church and the steeple 

We're musicians not models 

We're supposed to be selling music, not sex 

So tell me what's next 

You say you can't be blamed for society's wrongs 

But your music and your movies turn people on 

It promotes certain behaviors and attitudes 

Symbols of ingratitude 

The diamonds in your chain 

Can't stop it from flowing through your veins 

Up there singing and rapping and clapping your hands 

While someone's life returns to the sands