Contemplation Lyrics - Singles - Aeveron

Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me, 

I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life. 

The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell 

had at length defeated my very will to continue an existence I despised right from the start. 

No god there to save me; was there ever one? 

Reflecting on this I slowly raised my head from the pillow I had rested on. 

Shadows danced on the walls, laughing at me with their hellish grins. 

My weary eyes followed their grotesque movements across the grey ceiling. 

Desperation pervaded the dusk-filled room. 

An air of depravity joined the gloom that surrounded my cadaver-like body. 

It must have been a wondrous sight for you to behold my emaciated frame in 

the grief-stricken chamber that witnessed the unholy hour of my birth. 

It must have been a wondrous sight for you to behold my emaciated frame in 

the grief-stricken chamber that witnessed the unholy hour of my birth. 

There I lay in the depressing and pale grey. 

At this instant my soul was grasped by despair. 

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see. 

Would a bullet in the head forever set me free?? 

Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me, 

I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life. 

The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell 

had at length defeated my very will to continue an existence I despised right from the start. 

No god there to save me; was there ever one?!!! 

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see. 

Would a bullet in the head forever, forever..... 

There I lay in the depressing and pale grey. 

At this instant my soul was grasped by despair. 

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see. 

Would a bullet in the head forever set me free??