Desperate Plea From The Heart Of A Shithead Lyrics - Singles - Adam Ezra Group

I find myself lost 

For the first time 

And all of the moments I had to myself 

Are now spent picturing you 

But I am not cross 

And this ain't a goodbye 

I am convinced that you one day will realize 

The pain that you're putting me through 

Yeah I worked on a farm 

Met a girl with a charm and a stable 

We laughed all the time 

Drank our cranberry wine in a fable 

And our lips tasted sweet 

And I loved her as much as I was able 

But I could not fall 

When I'd recall 

How when you and I walked down the street 

The sky took itself round our heads 

And all of the people we'd meet 

Come to laughin the story we said 

And I just don't know when this will happen again 

If you are not set intractably forward 

With you cool boyfriend your job and your home 

It's a five hour trip if you fly 

You can come live with me 

Down here in the basement 

It's cold in the winter, wet in the summer 

But I know that we could get by 

Cause I went into town met a girl in a gown at a bar 

She was smart, talked about art 

Drank her champagne and ate caviar 

We made love in the back 

Of her stretch cadillac fancy car 

But I could not fall 

When I'd recall 

How when you and I figured it out 

The time was just space for our breath 

And we'd tangle and spiral and soar 

Past the trees that all swayed round our heads 

And I just don't know when this will happen again 

If I could just say 

I know I'm a shithead 

I know it was me that went off and left you 

But I was just anxious and dumb 

I don't know what I've learned 

I still march to a dyslexic drummer 

Maybe I just needed some time to myself 

To write all the songs that I've sung 

Yeah I've travelled throughout 

This whole world lived without and within 

Read newspapers and books 

Learned how heroes and crooks lose and win 

I even tried me some drugs, and I still ain't found love 

Then again 

I start to fall when I recall 

You and I standing alone 

With the glowing sun closing its eyes 

As we'd melt into one in the dark 

And make our own mountains and skies 

And my beat up guitar sounds like rain 

As it pours out the soul of the world 

Which is filled with regrets and mistakes 

And the hearts of a fella and girl 

And it all breathes in time to this song 

And flashes of blistering red 

It will find you wherever you are 

And wrap itself round both our heads 

And I just don't know when this will happen again