Dying Lyrics - Adam Calhoun

[Chorus] 

Oh I think I'm dying 

All the monsters are all out 

Oh I think I'm dying 

I wish I was all around 

Oh I think I'm dying 

[Verse 1: Adam Calhoun] 

I'm gonna keep it real, whatcha know about takin' pills 

Poppin' these xan's, panic attacks 

Losin' my mind, feel like I'm dyin', ha 

I can't believe what I'm sayin' 

You thinkin' I'm playin', I'm diggin' my grave right now 

I'm crazy, you'd probably kill yourself 

If you knew the shit that I was thinkin' about, ha ha 

How can I breathe, cuttin' my sleeve 

I'm watchin' it bleed 

Maybe that will take the pain away 

No more rainy days 

You talkin' to me? 

Just let me be, I need some sleep 

Why you think I cut so deep? 

You'll never see what's underneath 

Please I need some peace 

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[Verse 2: Mesus] 

I'm gonna keep it real, I'm gonna speak how I feel 

When I'm drivin' feel like swervin' the wheel 

Right and a left, you think that I'm playin' 

I'm treatin' every song, I'm writtin' my will, yeah 

This one right here's for everyone out there that's like me battle depression 

Been to hell and back and I can tell that I go back and just can't learn my lesson, yeah 

Coutin' my blessin's but suck at the math 

So every blessin' I keep cuttin' in half 

So all of my problem keep addin' up 

While my solutions keep cuttin' in half, yeah, yeah, yeah 

Know that they hate me, they say that they love me 

Don't call me crazy but I need the company 

So fuck with me though, yeah 

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[Chorus] 

Oh I think I'm dying 

All the monsters are all out 

Oh I think I'm dying 

I wish I was all around 

Oh I think I'm dying 

[Verse 3: Adam Calhoun] 

I'm gonna keep it a mil, last year I made a million 

Still it ain't change how I feel 

Still fuckin' with the same bottle of pills 

Went from my brothers basement to a house with no payments 

And dealin' with fuckers that I wanna kill 

I gotta chill, I don't know how 

I wish you could feel, what I'm talkin' about 

I'm all by myself, talkin' out loud 

No one can help, I feel like I'm drowin', ha ha 

Shit is so cold, I'm losin' control 

I'm losin' my soul, but I know I never sold it, no 

Devil must have stole it, yeah 

And that motherfucker is gonna have to deal with me 

If I go to hell I'm takin' over 

[Verse 4: Mesus] 

I'm gonna keep it a secret, I ain't gon' tell nobody about these thoughts that are creepin' into my mind 

So you think that I'm fine 

You think that I'm lyin' and I'm cryin' out wolf when I say that I'm dyin, ah 

I ain't gon' tell nobody that I'm scared of keepin' guns in the house 

I ain't gon' tell nobody that I actually put guns in my mouth 

Fuck you know about 

Russian roulette with a loaded gun 

Handle of vodka and still ain't drunk 

I cannot tell nobody that I'm suicidal, no I just keep it bottled up 

Bottle of pills are the heal of pain razor play, cross my veins 

Cross my heart hope to die, jump in front of trains 

No I'm not fuckin' playin', snortin a bunch of caine 

Thinkin' it's just a game 'til I blow out my fuckin' brains 

[Chorus] 

Oh I think I'm dying 

All the monsters are all out 

Oh I think I'm dying 

I wish I was all around 

Oh I think I'm dying